I will be posting blogs as much as I can from now on to let people know what’s going on in my life. I have big plans in the next little bit and nobody to hold me back at all from accomplishing my goals but myself.
Stressful times the last 8-9 months, lots of ups and downs; laid off from a few decent jobs, a stressful break up leading me to have to start over totally and putting me into a depression where I didn’t have motivation to train anymore, took a good month or 2 to get over the hurt and betrayal feelings but the anger burned away for many months after up until recently. Again I'm having trouble finding full time work but not letting it get me down and I feel lucky to have the part time work I have been getting. Although my money is proper I feel like I am ready to go back to training; I didn’t want to train with the anger in my heart. I train with a great group of guys so I didn’t want my mental state to effect every one that I was around, that’s why I decided to take the leave of absences from my gym.
I am now feeling more motivated then ever, my writers block is gone so I am again writing music and hope to finish an album with the help of some good friends. I want to get back into training and go hard, my goal is to have my first fight come the summer time. Beside my kids, my music and martial arts are my passion. I want to give it a shot one way or another, if I fail then at least I can say I tried and there wont be no more desire burning inside of me because I haven’t tried.
I am going to go for it, I have to give it a shot and go hard, put my all into it; I have nobody to tell me I am dreaming or nobody to tell me I am stupid for even thinking about it at my age. I may be 28 year old but I believe I have learned a lot over the years, so I have a wiser mind set then that of an 18 year old with my goals. My body hasn’t been put through the damage that a 28 year old fighter who’s has been training and fighting since 18 has. I am a late bloomer as is, some people say I look like I am 18; I feel that I am the strongest I have ever been right now, I am probably in the best shape of my life and I think this is the perfect time to go hard at it.
I put together 2 potential schedules for training, I am going to post them. I am going to start slow and work my way into the regular schedule that I have planned, then when the time comes and I am ready to book a fight I have a tough 54 and a half hours per week schedule planned that will get me ready the months before the fight. I would train for 8 weeks and during the week of the fight rest with light training to make weight and stay loose.
I'd like to thank everyone for the support in the past and for your continued support in the future I truely value you friendship and thank you for taking interest in hobbys, I hope to do big things and plan not let down anyone that is rooting me on.
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